busy girls

Dang, give the girl a blog and she goes crazy! Just kidding sugar pop. I've been trying to figure out this bay thing. I want to go RIGHT NOW but I know that's not practical. Jay has summer school and I just can't take him out, at least not for more than a day. I could do Thursday afternoon - Sunday night, but can't really do a Tuesday - Thursday. Especially since his agency got him a substitute for the week to be with him at school. I don't know what to do. I feel like no matter what I do I will let someone down. And I hate letting you down. And yet I feel like I do it all the time. Sigh.