I'm not mad

I just miss you.  I guess you don't need me as much anymore, but I still need you, now more than ever.  I know you have new friends, new adventures, a whole new life.  And I'm not nearly as much a part of it anymore.  And I am happy for you, but right now I need my best friend.  I need you not to go dark on me.  I need your support and your love and mostly just your shoulder to cry on.  I understand you were sick on Friday.  But Saturday and Sunday too???  I am really confused.  And sad.  But not mad.  Just sad.